I don’t actually like puzzles. But sometimes I forget that because they look interesting. So I get one again.
…Then I curse the process.
Can’t stop going back to figure it out.
Feel angry when I can’t make it work.
It’s taking too long.
It’s all I can think about.
I’m obsessing over it.
Wrestling with it.
Then I thought it’s kind of like how we do life.
We argue with God a lot and probably don’t even realize how much we do it.
Sometimes we sound like kids just complaining.
“But Lord, the pieces don’t fit.”
“The colors are all blending together.”
“There aren’t enough pieces!”
“There are too many!”
“I can’t figure it out.”
“I can’t tell what goes where.”
“But that piece looks like it almost fits.”
“I’ll just MAKE this piece fit there.”
“I know what I’m doing.”
“I don’t need anyone’s help.”
“I want to do it my way.”
“It’s taking too long.”
Finally…. we get to:
“This… isn’t working.”
“I think maybe I need to ask for help.”
But if I’m too close I can’t see the big picture.
If I look carefully I can see there are slight variations in the shades.
Sometimes I try to decide where something goes before seeing the other side.
If I wait a while it will reveal itself. Be still. Psalm 46:10
And sometimes I can find where something fits just because I “know” because there are some pieces that fit so effortlessly that even if they’re upside down I don’t have to even turn them over to know that’s where they go.
And I’ve learned things are most frustrating when I’ve been trying to take control of something. My way. My time… but control is NOT to be our God.
Sometimes I need to take a step back and take a breath.
Then I can see better with new eyes.
Life tries to rush us.
But love is patient. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Sometimes the only thing I CAN do –
The only thing I actually NEED to do –
is to focus on the ONE PIECE in front of me right now.
Please hear me. And I know this sounds crazy because it goes against our race through the gotta-get-as-much-stuff-done-today-as-possible-or-else-and-no-time-to-think-packed-days culture – but
– y o u h a v e p e r m i s s i o n
t o b r e a t h e .
Give it ALL (good and bad) to Him in prayer
and in return
If ALL you can do today is see the one piece and pray and praise for the day you are doing enough.
While we are trying to understand, we praise Him; we worship Him instead of worshiping the picture perfect life we’re trying to design.
That’s when you find all the pieces are there. Everything you need is there – in Him.
The Creator is so wise and He’ll reveal everything you’ll need to finish what He started in you.